Inside, outside.

I've exactly no words to say,

Everything had been said,

How come I still feel this way,

A master of my own puppet.

I'm invisible as you can see,

Even when I shout and scream,

Looks like this is how it's going to be,

I'll never stand out; never shine.

I look around me there's all the people,

They're talking chatting without stopping,

I'm like the inside of a rotten apple,

I look fine on the outside but inside is breaking.

It's so tough what I'm going through,

I have to play pretend like a doll,

Everyday I piece my heart back on with glue,

For if I don't I know I'll surely fall.

My outside says I'm okay!!
My inside is in a painful terror,

I'm thinking where my body would lay,

As my heart stops beating forever.